this is the story of a girl who cried a river and drowned the whole world;

Cause it’s a curse to feel loved then to feel it all dissolved. Where you once were, there is a space that runs as deep as hell.
I'm sorry I've been M.I.A blah blah, we go over this a lot huh? Lmao. Hi guys. Oh my jesus I love this song? Don't you? It's amazing. And the ice remix is too, GO LISTEN!
Head straight, screwed on. Been screwed up, for too long.
+ Bush - The sound of winter. I LOVE this song. It's on repeat.
Anywho, HOLA!!!I am back!!! ;D Seriously this time. Give me groups to join. I'll only join one that way I can be dedicated! I wanna use Jessica Lowndes as my character. Because I LOVEE her. mhm, yeah. So message me!! :3

HEY GUYS!! ;D

One year ago - 485 views
HEY GUYS!! ;D
OMG I've missed polyvore, I've been soo busy guys. It's my senior year, so I'm tryna enjoy it. I'm so behind, I know, I know. I've missed writing and making sets, blahh. But apparently PWR is gonna have a little reunion thing? That's amazing! I missed writing for Raina. I think we should do it like 5 years into the future? I don't know. Anyways message me! Comment, do something I've missed y'all. :I
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LBS; No title BLAHH.

One year ago - 650 views
LBS; No title BLAHH.
Finally LBS is starting! This has been sitting in my drafts for AGESSSSS lol. I'm sorry I'm so behind.. school starts in a week and I've been trying to enjoy my summer! I wrote the bio for this character before my character for TW & now I have two characters with the somewhat the same bio smfh. But enough talking LETS GET TO THE POINT!

Evelyn "Evie" James
“I am my own worst enemy. I am my closest friend. I can hurt myself the most, but I can also help myself more than anyone else can.” - UNKNOWN
Age: 23
Bio: Evie had the typical high school life. The great boyfriend, friends, popularity and everything her parents money would buy. She graduated with honors and was set on going to NYU until she got into an terrible car accident after graduation. Evie survived with a few scratches but her boyfriend didn't. After the accident she became a whole new person, reclusive, guarded and shallow. She left everything behind and moved to Las Vegas. Staring over completely with no money, no friends, and no problems. But now that's shes coming back to the big apple will she soon become the girl she used to be?
Model: Rachel Bilson
Relationship status: Single
Taken by: ιnfαmσus.

FRIDAY, JULY 29TH

"Can I get a martini!?" Someone shouted over the loud music.

"No, Two beers!" I heard a female voice this time. The club was ridiculous busy this month, during summer everyone comes to Vegas to dance, f.uck, and drink. And let's not forget the strip clubs.

I sighed, "One at a time guys!" I missed New York everyday.. but I couldn't bring myself to go back. And I haven't spoken to my parents in years.. five long years. Going back would only bring back memories I've pushed so far back in my head.

"Evie!" I snapped out of my daze and noticed my boss Matt calling for me. F.ck what did I do now?

I walked over his way and smiled. "Yeah?"

"Someones on the phone for you.." He sighed, "I told you guys no personal calls."

"Wait, for ME? Who is it!?" I stared at him in disbelief.

"I don't know someone named Janice."

"Mom..?" I muttered
 
"Yeah, yeah, just get the phone Evie." Matt waved his had dismissively.
 
I rolled my eyes and sighed, quickly picking it up. "..Hello?"
 
"Oh my god, Evelyn, honey it's your mother." she sounded as if she was on the verge of crying. "We've been trying to contact you, why haven't you called honey we miss you so much... I'm sorry." She rambled on and on for what seemed like hours, I couldn't say anything, I didn't want to. I didn't want to talk to her or my dad.
 
I sighed heavily, "Yeah my mom, I'm sorry I'll come visit soon?" Lies. "Anyways I gotta go, it was REALLY nice talking to you."
 
"Wait!" she shouted before i could hang up. "There's something else I need to tell you.."
 
"Yes?" I
 
"Olivia.." She paused for a moment. "Died.."
 
"Oh.. my god.. how!?" I hadn't spoken to Olivia since high school and we weren't really close.
 
"Car accident.. her funeral was a week ago." She sighed, "I tried to reach you but you wouldn't pick up.."
 
"I'm sorry mom.. I've been really busy. Look I'll be home soon, I promise."
 
"Good because we miss you honey... so much." She trailed off.
 
"Mhm ok, I gotta go, bye mom." I rushed out, before hanging up. I couldn't focus, a car accident? I mean Olivia was a btch.. but I didn't expect her to die.. so soon. Looks like I was heading back to New York faster than I thought.
 
[ ok yeah this sucks im sorry guys, blah I didn't proofread either, don't kill me lol..]
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And I told her in my heart is where she always be. She never mess with entertainers cause they always leave.
- Homecoming; Kanye West Ft. Chris Martin
 
I miss using Alessandra, she's so gorgeous ugh. Does anyone wanna collab with me for TW? I've been so inactive, cries.
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Help I'm alive, my heart keeps beating like a hammer.
Now that I've got your attention join this rp? :)
 
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TAGGED; And when the phone rang and I thought it was you, I sprung like a kid who just got out of school. But it's almost, always never you, never you.
- Lissie, when I'm alone. LOVE this song!
 
- I was tagged by {Rock&Rose} http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=32961318
 
- I used the shoes!
 
- Now I tag...
Emily, barbs, gigibeans, and jamie! :)
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TW; In the dark of the night I could hear you calling my name, with the hardest of hearts I still feel full of pain. So I drink and I smoke and I ask you if you're ever around.
Alexander Del Lima (single)
Age: 22
Hometown: Rome, Italy
Talent: Dancer
Since Alexander was little he always knew he would become a dancer, yeah he got teased a lot for it but he didn't care. His father never accepted the fact that his son would rather dance than play sports. But that's all Alexander does, dance..and fu.ck..and sleep. Alex has a charming smile, and the personality to match with it. He may seem like quite the gentlemen but its all front - he's a womanizer, settling down just isn't for him. But he's only this way to cope with the pain of losing his girlfriend Natasha. They both were in a terrible car accident a few years back, but only Alex survived. The accident left him with some scars on his back that he doesn't like to talk about. Maybe being at the warehouse will make him open his heart up again.
Music: Red Hot Chilli Peppers, Dandy Warhols, Foals, The Wombats
Looks: Dave Franco
OPEN
 

"Don't be nervous baby, my parents are going to love you." I placed my hand on hers, keeping my other one on the steering wheel.
 
"You think so?" She bit her lip nervously. I loved when she did that, actually I loved everything she did, I loved.. her.
 
"I know so, but you'll have to excuse my dad he can be a d.ck"
 
"What about your mom? They're always the hardest to please.." She replied, raising an eyebrow.
 
I chuckled shaking my head. "My mom is really sweet."
 
Nat sighed and looked away. "I hope so because..."
 
"Because..?" I took my eyes off the rode for only a second to glance at her.
 
She looked at me and smiled, "Because I'm..." She stopped in the middle of her sentence and looked up. "Alex, watch out!"
 

I woke up at that same part every time, never able to hear what she was going to say next. Never able to swerve out of the way, and not let the truck slam into us. I peered over to see some blonde laying next to me, I couldn't even remember her name. I think it started with an S, Stacey? Samantha? Sara? Didn't matter anyways I wasn't going to call her again. I reached down grabbing my jean, pulling them back on.
 
"Hey, you're leaving already?" She asked.
 
I sighed and turned around, already thinking of a lie. "Yeah.. I gotta get to work. I'll call you?"
 
She laughed and shook her head. "No you won't."
 
I smirked, "Right.. have you seen my.."
 
She rolled her eyes before tossing me my shirt. "What happened to you?"
 
I looked at her, blinking, "What?"
 
"Your back, what happened?" She replied simply, raising an eyebrow.
 
I slipped my shirt back on, trying to avoid her gaze. "Car accident.." I trailed off, " now I should really get going. Bye Sara." I walked out of her room, walking towards the front door.
 
"It's Nicole you as.shole!" She shouted out, before I slammed the door shut.
Alala, alala, gimme 3 wishes. I wanna be that dirty finger and his 6 b.tches.
I'm gonna misss using erin, she's so gorgeous. I'm like bored with polyvore sooooo I wanna join a new rp. Give me links on the comments pleasee and thank you. :D
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It’s so loud Inside my head with words that I should have said. As I drown in my regrets, I can’t take back the words I never said.
This was for me and barbs collab but I haven't published a set in a few days & we're taking forever to finish, so hmph here's something.
On a more exciting note I get out for school for summer in two days!! I'm sooooooooooooooooo ready. :)